As I sit here keeping my dad company while he eats, I can’t help but go over the changes in his behaviour I observed today. He seems more calm but resigned from it all. It saddens me to see it, yet a little part of me feels a bit relieved. This means there will be less stressful incidents, less strange or confusing calls… Though I look forward to some calmer times ahead, I know I’m going to miss the active and ,albeit stressful, engaging part of him. There is no getting better for him in terms of his abilities, but hopefully the with onset of alzheimer’s, there will be some peace to still his dementia controlled mind.